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Journals
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      Charles R. Cross
         

 

Charles Cross was Editor of The Rocket, the first magazine to put Nirvana on its cover, from 1986 to 2000. The Rocket was a biweekly music and entertainment magazine based in Seattle and Portland. Cross served as publisher of the magazine from 1987 through 1995. Cross is also the author/coauthor of four books: Heavier Than Heaven: The Biography of Kurt Cobain (Hyperion, 2001), Nevermind: The Classic Album (Schirmer Books, 1998); Backstreets: Springsteen, the Man and His Music (Harmony Books, 1989); and Led Zeppelin: Heaven and Hell (Harmony Books, 1992). His writing has appeared in Rolling Stone, Esquire, Spy, Playboy, Request, Spin, Spy, Guitar World, Ray Gun, No Depression, Pulse, Creem, Revolver, Trouser Press, and many other national and regional magazines. He is a graduate of the University of Washington where he was Editor of The Daily. Visit Charles on the web at http://www.charlesrcross.com/

 

Page One: HEAVIER THAN HEAVEN came from a band tour but what are you saying with this title about Kurt Cobain's life?

Charles: "You might be reading too much into it. I wanted a title that was easy to remember and that evoked the feeling you got from seeing the band. Heavier Than Heaven was a nickname some British concert promoters had applied to a tour Nirvana did with Tad—they called it that because Tad Doyle was so large, and Nirvana’s sound was so "heavy." I like how it sounded and clearly Kurt spent a lot of time obsessed with heaven—his belief in Jainism, a religion that believes in seven heavens and seven hells is an indication of that."

Page One: I came away from the book thinking that Kurt Cobain was a very complicated individual. He was a walking contradiction Was he mentally deranged or did he just want us to think that? Was Cobain one of the hardest rock and roll stars you've written about? Why or why not?

Charles: "I also thought Kurt was complicated and many of things he did in his life didn’t make sense in the context of his life. But that is real life: I think all our lives are like that and too many biographies try to fit the facts to the myth. In intentionally wanted to tell the story in all it’s complication. Addiction itself is complicated: By it’s very nature, it is some small form of insanity—that a healthy person would so much want to escape. Yet it is a rampant disease within our society and one that may be part of human nature. I intentionally tried to avoid psychoanalyzing Kurt in my book—rarely do I tell the reader what I think of his mental or physical state. My job as biographer was to tell the stores, not interpret them the way some psycho-biography does. Still for the purposes of these types of interviews, I think it is no exaggeration to say Kurt suffered some serious mental health problems, including depression, addiction, and several other dissociate maladies. A Freudian would have a field day with this story. In the text however, I avoided such labels and simply decided to tell the events and circumstances of his life and leave the analysis alone."

 

Page One: Lets talk about Cobain the artist -- In your book you describe some of his art work as dark and complicated. On a scale from 1-10, how would you rate his art work and what does his art work say about him? One piece you described in the book was a picture of a boy fishing who had cast a hook in his back. Briefly discuss this piece. Why did he never title his art?

Charles: "I saw probably more of Kurt’s art than anyone ever had other than Kurt himself, since there were several different people who had his artwork. As I describe in the book, it shows much talent and I thought it was significant because it showed him to be an artist with many different outlets—music and painting were just two of his many artistic outlets. I don’t know that you can rate art or an artist on a one to ten scale (how would you rate Picasso on that scale?), but I do feel Kurt had talent and probably could have had a career as a painter had he chosen that path."

 

Page One: Why did Kurt torment Jessie, his best friend, during the 'pink apartment period'?

Charles: "Again, I tried to avoid telling the reader the "whys" of Kurt’s life—instead I wrote about what he did and let the many contradictions stand. I think Kurt both loved and hated Jesse, the way any close relationship has affection and jealousy. Kurt also had a sadistic streak. It’s hard for us now to accept that because those who were moved by his music want to identify with him but there were many parts of his character—beginning with his suicide—that showed him to be selfish, hurtful, and torn with rage."

 

Page One: Do you think Cobain was a musical genus? Is he a rock legend in the sense of Hendrix, Lennon and Morrison? Where does he fit into the history of rock and roll?

Charles: "I feel Kurt’s songs will be remember long past the celebrity of his fame and his brief place on the pop charts. I think the songs he wrote were so full of emotion and risk, that they will mean something to future generations. I’ve been surprised by how many young readers this book has had and I think we are already seeing a new generation discover Kurt and Nirvana."

 

Page One: Cobain had a fascination with suicide -- You wrote that he said many times that he would, 'Never live to thirty' -- Do you think his suicide was planned -- In other words, no matter what or who, would Kurt have committed suicide one way or another? Why did he want to die?

Charles: "Why he wanted to die is of course the great mystery that even a biographer can never really answer. What has pleased me about the response to my book is that there are almost as many theories for that as there are readers. I do believe that depression and mental illness are hereditary and if you accept that then suicide was probably always a possibility with his background. It is worth noting that there were several other contemporaries of Kurt’s from Aberdeen who never went on to fame but whose lives ended early either from suicide or drugs. In some ways, the fact that he stayed alive as long as he did, and accomplished what he did musically, is more of a surprise. Despite the tragedy of his death, I do see some heroism in his live: How many people are born into his circumstances and go on to create such powerful art from pain? In that way I think he lead a life that is to be admired."

 

Page One: Was Kurt's stomach illnessa contributor of his addiction or do you think he would have been an addict anyway?

Charles: "That's hard to answer. Clearly he argued that the drugs helped his stomach condition—some of his friends felt that he was never off drugs long enough during the last few years to know whether drugs helped or hurt his stomach ailments."

 

Page One: Kurt referred to the beginning of grunge music as, 'the last wave of rock music' and the ultimate rehash.' What did he mean by this?

Charles: "I’d never try to interpret what Kurt said about anything but it is worth noting that after Grunge, rock has not been the dominant music form—rap and pop took back over. One can only hope that the kind of manufactured pop that Britney Spears represents will come and go faster than Grunge did and we’ll see a return to music written and performed by musicians who the kind of passion Nirvana brought to their work."

 

Page One: Bob Dylan said of Cobain, 'The kid has heart.' What did he mean and was he big fan of Kurt’s music?

Charles: "Again, there are minefields in interpreting Dylan. He wasn’t an early fan of Nirvana’s music but he did comment in interviews around 1993 that he liked Cobain’s songwriting."

 

Page One: Tracy supported Kurt before he made in big -- What became of her and did she have any kind of relationship with Kurt after Nirvana's success?

Charles:"She and Kurt remained friends, one of the few friendships he maintained throughout his life. She lives in a city in Western Washington today, in the same apartment she moved to when Kurt and she broke up. She never profited from Kurt’s success, despite what I would argue was her years of financial and emotional support for him. I was very glad to be able to use some of her fantastic intimate photos of Kurt in my book and to bring them to a larger audience."

 

Page One: It almost seems that Kurt could foresee his future -- The pre-success self interviews writing the bios. He even stated that Nirvana would be an Emmy winner. Was this just wishful thinking or did Kurt know he would be famous one day?

Charles: "Well he certainly planned his future but for many years it looked like it would never happen. Though my book has many bombshells in it, surprisingly this is the one piece of Kurt’s character that fans have had the hardest time accepting—the fact that Kurt wanted, and in fact sought out, fame. But reading his notebooks you literally can see his planning mapped out. I think he desperately wanted fame and the attention it brought him—once he achieved it though he didn’t know what to do. I don’t think fame killed Kurt Cobain—despite this being a popular belief among Nirvana fans and one Kurt himself suggested while alive. It was both an elixir and a poison but Kurt had no choice but to drink it."

 

Page One: If you had to compare Kurt Cobain to any other legendary songwriter who would it be and why?

Charles: "Well there are many similarities between the story of Kurt Cobain and the story of Elvis Presley—they both grew up poor and went on to become the most popular performers of their generation, and yet died young. In some ways Tupelo, Mississippi really isn’t all that far from Aberdeen, Washington at least emotionally and culturally. But I think Kurt’s story is similar to many other musicians and creative artists—there are parallels but also many parts unique to Kurt."

 

Page One:Why was the album NEVERMIND (Ten times platinum) such a monster success? How did it change music? Would Cobain still be on the charts today? Why or why not?

Charles: "Critics are still debating the impact of Nevermind and filling up magazine covers with think pieces on why it was so important. I wrote another entire book simply on Nevermind (Nevermind: Nirvana, 1998, Schirmer Books) so I could go on and on about that topic. As for where Kurt would be today, of course such a question is only theoretical but I think he was a performer who would be doing something interesting in some form. It might have been painting, it might have been a different style of music (towards the end of his life he was talking about leaving behind rock). But he was the type of talent who would have found an avenue to express what moved him. That we can be certain of if nothing else."

 

Page One:Do you have a favorite Cobain written song? And if so why?

Charles:"There are so many that move me it's hard to pick just one. My top three would be "Heart Shaped Box," which has both incredible lyrics and a great melody; "Polly," Kurt's best lyrics I'd argue; and "You Know You're Right," which is unreleased an few people have heard it, so it's probably unfair to list it."

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